ComitissaVelum

Cold droplets of rain fall on the dusty marble floor, Rust and endless time have fused the hinges on the old iron door. Decaying cracks in the roof tease me with the world outside, Locked away in my eternal sanctuary, this is where i hide. Cobwebs and spiders decorate the corners of my tomb, Just me and my shadow living in this lonely damp room. Through the cracks in the walls i watch people come and people go, I see all the seasons, from the spring sun to the winter snow. But watching and waiting is all i can do, Time moves much slower for me than it does for you. Silenced by light, Awakened by night. We all end up here, the good

Darkness descending, The morning light ending. Deep black clouds looming over, no point in screaming, no need to bother. Nobody there to hear my cries, Nobody to wipe away tears from my soulless eyes. Drop after drop of bitter cold rain, Falls down my face, twisted with pain. Deafening silence all around, My shell of existence, broken and bound. Don’t try to fix me, I’m not broken, The demon inside me stirs, desperate to be awoken. The heavy clouds too thick to see the moon, Closer and closer they get, sealing me in my tomb. Pieces of red glass lay shattered on the ground, Like a jigsaw puzzle of my heart, waiting to be fou

Days and nights go by, i ponder, I wonder. Why are we here? Why do i even bother? Watching and waiting, time passes, people come, people go, This isn’t real life, it’s a bloody freak show! I find no absolution in what you say to me, I show no interest or emotion in what my eyes see. I sit and watch the world passing me by, I sit and watch as the clouds pass over in the sky. Is there a reason for the never ending despair? We eat, sleep, work and breathe in the lifeless air. What is the point in moving from this spot? I, like you are just an insignificant dot. We eat to live and we live to die, So what is the point in a

Whispering shadows floating all around, Blood splattered glass lay shattered on the ground. Cold, damp and wet, and so very alone, Bound and shackled to Death’s boned throne. Demons dancing all over the walls, Blood curdling screams coming from the haunting halls. Forgotten and unwanted, and left to die, No tears left in my eyes for me too cry. Rusted iron shackles piercing deep in my skin, I played Death’s game, but i didn’t win. He is my master, my keeper and my lover all in one, There is no point in fighting it, i give up, he has won. The darkened abyss of his immortal heart, Has merged into mine so we cannot

I can’t be that happy girl that you want me to be, I sometimes wonder if you even know me. You walk in my shoes every day and night, Yet i think you wish i was out of sight. I get it, i do, i understand, This whole situation will get out of hand. But when you look at me with that pitiable look, It feels like you hit me with a killer right hook. I am what i am, i have always been that way, I won’t change myself, no matter what you say. What you see is what you get, So stop trying to torture me like your own little pet. My eyes tell the stories of a suffering soul, The things in my life are taking it’s toll. The

Sometimes I just want to be left alone, To sit and think in a room on my own. Is it so much to ask for some peace and quiet, Personally I think that everyone should try it. Just me in a dark room lying on my bed, Thinking about everything or nothing flying around in my head. Sometimes i sit in the middle of the floor, Hoping that nobody comes in through the door. The blackness of the room is all around, Only my breathing makes a sound. I like to escape and get away, From all crap and hassle i get each day. I need to get away from the day to day things, I would fly far away if i only had wings. Don’t misunderstand me, I am

Lying here, i wait for you, The darkness is here, the sky no longer blue. My naked body awaits you’re touch, Don’t keep me waiting, I beg its too much. A cool hand traces over me, My eyes shut tight, I cannot see. My senses are on fire, For i cannot contain my desire. Your hand so cool on my naked skin, As you go higher, your sure to win. Our lips meet and i can taste you, My sweet dark seducer, it must be you. I open my eyes to see such a site, A sharp sexual pain i receive from your bite. Throbbing and singing is the blood in my vein, Lying here seduced for you to drain. Give in to me, my sexual desire, For you

You mentally torment the life I once had, My internal system struggles between good and bad. You covet my dreams to manipulate my fears, I wake up shaken in a midst of constant tears, The end is in sight but never near by, No matter how hard I push or how hard I try. The pain never leaves, only gains in control, My existence is fading from the life that you stole. I am broken beyond the point of repair, This shell of a life is lying bound and bare. Why did you seek me out? Why hunt me down from the beginning and throughout? You came for me to be a pawn in your game, Instead you see me as our own personal shame. I begged you to l